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Xispas - Nonfiction

Xispas Magazine will feature nonfiction, short stories, and other writings by professional as well as nonprofessional writers. Here are two short nonfiction pieces by Julián Segura Camacho. Please send examples of your writing to: editor@xispas.com or: Xispas c/o Tia Chucha’s Café Cultural, PO Box 328, San Fernando, CA 91341

"The East L.A. Loop" by Julián Segura Camacho

Late 1990’s

Come with me buddy, I want to show you something I learned while on a trip to Chicago that I applied to East Los.

We approach the white 1965 Volvo in the parking lot. The Volvo is unlocked but there is a steering wheel lock rod. The passenger seat has lost the strength of the back support because the steel coil has given out. Unexpectedly you ride tilted back.

This is the East L.A. loop. After a few gas stutters, the Volvo begins and you drive from Floral to Atlantic and make a right to the 60 Freeway West. At Avenida Cesar Chavez, one light before the onramp, you lift the dash board carpet, take the reefer, joint, Mary Jane, marihuana, you title it. A lighter is a must, easier to light—make sure your sheriff friends are not around. Finally connect the flame to the yesca and passionately inhale. Ya ves, two hits and onto the 60 Freeway we go.

Did you hold it well? If you don’t, you don’t enjoy the East L.A. Loop. Depends on the roller. Man, I’ve been rolling since Nam. I can tell: I didn’t inhale space or twigs. Keep the windows down, let the air hit you and keep an eye out for the chota. By then the air has traversed through every pour of my scalp and we first past the 710 Freeway.

Greater East L.A. looks different. Downey Road with the capilla de Guadalupe and the cemetery across the street look different. Lorena and Indiana streets pass you instantly because it’s time to connect your lungs with the grass that tobacco companies keep preventing from becoming legal (and incarcerating millions of people of color instead).

Maybe this was the act of defiance, as one catches the 5 Freeway heading North. Here we ascend on the majesty of what does not belong to most Chicanos—Downtown. The beauty and ugliness of downtown Los Angeles depends on the sun and clouds. The sun and blue sky depict the skyscrapers as opulent, shining, sparkling. I don’t know what the clouds would reveal—today happens to be sunny and it’s your turn, man.

We approach the 10 East and the Bible paper is half way incinerated. We have tugged along Boyle Heights that diehards consider different from East L.A. East Los Angeles begins at Indiana; for most outsiders, all is East L.A.

Man, I found out about the loop, on a trip to Chicago—you looped here, then looped there and looped again. You looped everywhere. I had to make it my own, you know bring it home, what better, East Los, plus I need my break: Get up at 5 AM to mop the gym, cut the grass, trim bushes, check out the rucas—I need the loop!

The 10 Freeway advances on us. City Terrace on the right. Did you see General Hospital and Cal State on the left? The final hit and we must let the air rinse us off. The sheriff’s headquarter is across from Cal State. Luminarias, the restaurant, is off City Terrace but they still call it Monterey Park. Sounds more upscale! We tug the curve as the end of the loop leaves us behind, exit next on Floral Drive and make a left.

The air will shake us down. Did you see Carmelita’s, the chorizo factory? Brother you don’t need any more chorizo. Next is the CHP station, the Maravilla housing projects, and then the parking lot. Pull in, comb your hair with saliva, the steering wheel is locked, you struggle to stand up from the broken seat and there you are.

What’d you think of the East L.A. Loop?

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"Chicharrones" Julián Segura Camacho

1969-present

Ever since the year of my birth, as tortillas de harina or maiz with frijoles reaffirmed my indigenous background, chicharrones confirmed my Mexicanness in the United States.

Chicharrones are pork rinds in English. But pork rinds is not as poetic and lyrical as chi-cha-rron-es. Deep fried pork skin! As a child, I never recall eating potato chips. Chicharron was it. My mother made sandwiches with generic white bread, generic bologna, generic American cheese but not with generic chicharrones. I loved eating chicharrones inside my sandwiches. Harden lard is what flavored the otherwise bland bologna torta (us Mexicans refer to a sandwich as a torta, not a pie or cake).

My father rarely cooked, except when he prepared his triple deck chicharron sandwich. It was amazing to see the half-foot tall sandwiches on the kitchen chair that he used as a tray in the living room while he watched television on Saturdays. Come to think of it, that was the only time I remember him sitting with us in the living room. His secret was placing two skin twirled chicharrones in-between the meat and avocado. As he bit into his passion, I could hear the crunch of the chicharron. I believe he could have eaten the chicharron with the bread only, though it was pleasant to see him enjoy his addiction.

Chicharrones were a privilege. They were normally bought at the local carniceria. Good chicharrones would leave the butcher paper soaked in fresh melted lard. As you bit into the crunchy rinds, the oily residue on your finger tips and lips was such an acidic satisfaction that upon scent of the chicharrones, your stomach growled.

My mother would deep fry the chicharrones with frijoles. The pleasure was gastronomically gratifying that until today, no steak can compare. Tacos de chicharrones or gorditas (a thickened and stuffed corn tortilla) would function as snacks. And chicharrones with salsa verde is measured in greatness by the amount of running mocos.

Chicharrones were deemed unhealthy because of the fat content, or culturally critiqued because of religion, but for me, chicharrones were one of the proteins of life.

Ironically, a few years before, a medical study concluded that the protein content of pork rinds was much healthier than potato chips. My mother’s culinary decisions were always appropriate.

 
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